health problmes

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i am 22 and i fell like i am not a male  but a female and a male at the same time i will be getting therapy soon and i keep having a go at my partner and i am being very compulsive to her and i make decision with out talking to her i think it bpd  and its been going on for two weeks now i am scare about it because  i get the felling that because i have mental health anyway  i am just not worthy off love and i think i might be genderfluid to be honest i am felling very nerves to be honest i am going to be making appalment with my GP to see what they can do for me   i am all so felling very happy and low in a short space off time in a day it just fells so weird to me  to my partner as well about it all yesterday and i hade a go at her and she is scare that if i have got bpd then i might have to have meds for it and i might be able to recover from this but at the same time if she cant handle it then  she have to leave me because she even said that she try to help me as much as  possible and i want the help to see if it is anything  i can do to help me throw a lot i have been quite up and down but i still think i  am very tired and very confused with a lot off my dictions i am making   

[Ashley0616]

Nothing has to made quickly. I know you want to put a name on it so you know exactly how and what you are feeling. I should live by this as well. We all should live in the moment just as Pitbull song says. Try not to focus too much on the past. There is a reason why rearview mirrors are small in cars and windshields are big. If you spend too much time worrying about the future you are going to miss out what is happening now. Take care. Hope to hear from you soon.