Good morning All. Coffees on.

[Tessa]

4 hours ago, Tessa said:

The bath was good. Well I finally found my mini skirts at Target! I didn’t know my size. They only have a few left. I just don’t like shopping online. I am so skinny. So built like a woman. I fit in a 0 and 4! How is that possible? My legs are skinny and I really think I could pull off these skirts girls and look hot doing it! My legs are shaved and smooth. I decided to be brave and walked outside in one this morning! I had a turquoise hoody on and kept my head down. So cute! I bought a pink one, striped one, and a jean one. All good styles. I’m wearing my striped one with pink socks on. I’m so excited I found some! Will shoot you a pick of the skirts to see what you Babes think? Now for some breakfast. Today was the first time I walked outside with a mini on. I’ve only real fast stepped out of my apt onto my patio and came back in. This time full walk to my apt. I’m being so brave but careful to. Talk to you Babes later. 
 

Love ya all! 
 

Tessa ❤️

With my petite body I can pull them off. I’m right now sitting out on my patio wearing my striped one. My legs are in full view. I have on a pink Marilyn Monroe shirt and my blue mask. So no one could tell I wasn’t a woman. It’s amazing freedom to sit out here! Nobody goes anywhere anyway these days. They all stay at home. I really have gorgeous legs and I never get to show them off. ☹️ I have on a white mens sweater but it looks very feminine. In fact when I’m Tessa she always wears it! I think it’s her favorite sweater. I bought it when I worked at Express. My legs are very cute. I have to do me. Right now I’ve got a fan running to dry up my apt flood. Needed to get out of the house. So far no one has even cared I’m here. Fear is in are mind. I am a very cute girl inside and I’m glad Tessa gets to get some sunlight. 
 

So. I bought Player Number One. Good movie! It’s all about virtual reality. Being whatever you want. Creating your own reality inside a game. Life feels that way sometime. I’m switching players. My old player is all beat up and hurt so the new player Tessa is now in play. She’s my Avatar. Lol (Know she’s really me) I am so girly. 
 

Enjoying this so much! Worst could happen is someone laughs at me. Who cares. If a person wants to laugh than let them because my life doesn’t concern them at all. No ones gonna laugh anyway. So beautiful outside! I could stay out here all day. The wind feels good against my naked legs. 
 

Enjoy your day Brandi because I’m sure gonna enjoy mine! 
 

Love Tess❤️

[KymmieL]

On 5/9/2020 at 6:32 AM, TammyAnne said:

I hate to even write this, but looking back over my life I can only conclude that I have been a complete and total failure at everything I've ever done or tried to do. I don't feel that anyone respects me as an artist or a person. So despite the cold clear sunshine outside, it's very glum and dreary here in my heart.

TA

 

I too have felt that way for most of my life too. Never doing anything right. Only thing that has gone positive in my life. Is raising my three boys, all three are great. the older two have found their mate and given me grandchildren. Other things I can't seem to do right. My life dreams have pretty much crashed and burned. with a mushroom cloud. I have failed a most everything I ever did. Out of the numerous jobs I have had. I have been fired from all but 2. I even got fired from flipping Walmart. I was all but fired from the Air Force. 

 

I know my wife has contributed to it I don't blame her for it all. It is all me. I'm the one who did the deed.

 

On to my day, Work was busy. Weather is great. Having a fantastic visit with my son and his family.

 

Happy Mothers day.

 

Kymmie

 

 

 

 

[Tessa]

35 minutes ago, KymmieL said:

 

I too have felt that way for most of my life too. Never doing anything right. Only thing that has gone positive in my life. Is raising my three boys, all three are great. the older two have found their mate and given me grandchildren. Other things I can't seem to do right. My life dreams have pretty much crashed and burned. with a mushroom cloud. I have failed a most everything I ever did. Out of the numerous jobs I have had. I have been fired from all but 2. I even got fired from flipping Walmart. I was all but fired from the Air Force. 

 

I know my wife has contributed to it I don't blame her for it all. It is all me. I'm the one who did the deed.

 

On to my day, Work was busy. Weather is great. Having a fantastic visit with my son and his family.

 

Happy Mothers day.

 

Kymmie

 

 

 

 

Kymmie, 

 

Just because you have been fired doesn’t mean your a bad person. I was fired from a good job and it wasn’t even my fault. Also I’m sure you’ve done a lot of things right Babe. Our minds always go to the negative instead of the positive. I lost a marriage, my oldest one doesn’t want to see me, I have really nothing, my family won’t accept me, my apt is flooded right now, I lost my retail job, my ex hates me and will do anything to hurt me including using my feminine side to try to make me an unfit father/mother. I could look at all these things and tell myself I’m a complete failure. Paying child support and living in a one bedroom apt and I’m single. 

 

Instead I look at what I do have. I have helped countless people during this pandemic extend their loans, been a shoulder for my kids to cry on, graduated with honors, and the list goes on and on. It’s not the big things you see. It’s all the small insignificant things that make us beautiful! Even our mistakes are only tears in a fabric that makes it more beautiful like torn up jeans. I love to wear torn up jeans! We can’t keep apologizing for every mistake we make we have to just move forward and stake our claim in our minds that we are priceless and worthy of even more than our partners could give us. 

 

Love is not something you earn Hon. It’s something you give away. It’s currency. Some people are stingy with it. My love is free to whoever wants it. I will not judge and you are loved and accepted and wanted girl! 
 

Kiss from Tess?

[MikaReich]

Seen my mom this afternoon,a card and a book on birds for her.She loves bird watching,was watching her birdfeeders when I got there.Did like the dress I was wearing too and told me it looked good on me.Then she told me there was something on the couch for me,some vintage dresses from the 1940s and 1950s.A neighbor of hers dropped them off,said I could have them.Their grandmother died and knew I love vintage dresses.

[Oh_Kay]

Good Morning! Coffee is great. The start of a new week. Have a safe and great day everyone!

[Mx.Drago]

Coffee is life, Coffee is great, Coffee is almighty.

[MikaReich]

Seeing my sister Andrea yesterday too,she has two sons and her oldest revealed something to me.He is like me,a part time crossdresser going by Trisha.A couple of his female friends got him into dressing as a girl and loved it last month.Loved it more and my sister does support him.Trisha and I did get a picture taken together.This nephew of mine is 17 and I am going to help out with advise

[KymmieL]

Mika, That is great that you support your nephew. and your sister does too. As we well know we are not always accepted by the ones we love. It hurts us all.

 

Texted my daughter in law yesterday, happy mothers day x2. never received anything back. when I usually get something back within minutes.

 

Cooler today, right now saying the white crap is falling. I don't want to even look out and see if it is right. forecast for 48. Third day opening, which I don't mind as it is early in, early out.

 

coffee tastes great this cool am. may even take a cup to work.

 

Hugs, to all.

 

Kymmie

 

[Emily michelle]

Good morning everyone! No coffee yet. It’s a cold morning we had frost the 2nd day in a row. Which is almost unheard of in may for us. I believe I outed myself to my brother in law my wife and I passed him on our county road when we went to town. He never said anything later on but I was freaked out the rest of the day. I’m not ready to come out to him because I don’t think it will go well.

[Mx.Drago]

39 minutes ago, MikaReich said:

Seeing my sister Andrea yesterday too,she has two sons and her oldest revealed something to me.He is like me,a part time crossdresser going by Trisha.A couple of his female friends got him into dressing as a girl and loved it last month.Loved it more and my sister does support him.Trisha and I did get a picture taken together.This nephew of mine is 17 and I am going to help out with advise

?At least the young one will be safer with you around. Be well and safe. ?

[Tessa]

13 hours ago, MikaReich said:

Seen my mom this afternoon,a card and a book on birds for her.She loves bird watching,was watching her birdfeeders when I got there.Did like the dress I was wearing too and told me it looked good on me.Then she told me there was something on the couch for me,some vintage dresses from the 1940s and 1950s.A neighbor of hers dropped them off,said I could have them.Their grandmother died and knew I love vintage dresses.

What support you have. That’s amazing! My mom won’t even call me Tessa. She says she doesn’t judge me but something like that would never happen. ☹️

[Tessa]

Hi all,

 

Instead of coffee it’s coke and Captain Crunch. Today is a work day. It’s mini skirt week! Luckily for me I bough 3. I work from my home so don’t worry?. 50’s today. No more fan drying carpet. Carpet dry. I put back together my living room. Robins have been coming to my patio. I love when nature comes to visit! I bought The Last Jedi to finish my StarWars collection of movies. I also bought The Shack, Pets 2 (I have 1 have to have 2 (funny movies) I also bought Player One. 
 

I guess I’m shopping a lot but it’s ok. I bought 2 new pillows. I needed them. Some lavender bubble bath and let me tell you that bath was excellent! Haven’t had one of these in a long long time. Panties. The guy there was nice. I was wearing my cut up Express jeans and black Gap sweatshirt. He didn’t even look at me strange when he zapped the panties. We have to give credit more to people these days. We think there judging us but their not. 
 

I am learning all kinds of new things about myself as I open up Tessa to the world. Sitting outside yesterday in a mini skirt felt so good. I hide my skinny legs because I am ashamed of them but yesterday I let them show. 
 

Have a good day! 
 

Tessa❤️

 

[Guest]

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[KathyLauren]

My older brother posted that he had been going through old papers and "found this postcard mailed to me in October 1976 by my sister Kathy. "  I love it when he refers to me as his sister.  In this case, he was referring to a time that was 40 years before I knew I was Kathy, but it didn't matter.  He gets it.  I love my big brother!

[Jani]

That's nice to read Kathy! 

 

[ShawnaLeigh]

Good Afternoon All.

So I've been in and out but just reading here and there.  The new relationship is taking al my focus and energy and Patti Anne and I are really spending as much time communicating and working on our relationship from afar as possible. Long distance relationships are difficult in the best of times but she and I seem to make it work very well and we feel its given us the time to get to know each other very well in a short time.  

 

She has been absent too from TP but for different reasons. 

We are working together to get her coming out letters written for her family and coworkers/employees. Its been a really hard and emotional road for her, us both really, but together we are confident we can do it.

Our relationship has risen another few levels too as we have recently decided to live together.

I am moving out to be with her in Oregon as soon as I can wrap up the remaining few aspects of Shawn's life and be free to just focus on Shawna's.  I've have already spoken to all of my family about us and they fully support this life change.  

Its a huge step for us both but we feel being together will are far better for us then being 3000 miles apart.  The distance and time zone difference is killing us!!! 

There may even be bigger news too but I don't want to jinx it.  (wink wink)

 

I hope you all have a wonderful day!!!

 

[Patti Anne]

3 hours ago, ShawnaLeigh said:

We are working together to get her coming out letters written for her family and coworkers/employees. Its been a really hard and emotional road for her, us both really, but together we are confident we can do it.

Emotional? So much so that it seems to affect the weather here...... constant light rain with frequent downpours and running mascara. I never thought very much about it, but I never thought I'd be reliving all the sad times in order to purge them. If I didn't have Shawna to support me its hard to know if  could have gotten this far with it

 

3 hours ago, ShawnaLeigh said:

Its a huge step for us both but we feel being together will are far better for us then being 3000 miles apart.  The distance and time zone difference is killing us!!! 

If any of you are familiar with the Russian Sleep Experiment. This is the next best thing! I happily bound out of bed every morning at 2am so we can chat for a while and drink coffee before she has to go to work, then same thing at bedtime! We're both pretty lucky!

[Susan R]

Having some afternoon coffee☕...skinny salted caramel syrup added. YUM! Anyways thought I’d share some good news on my stunted relationship with my kids..well, two of them at least. My middle daughter’s husband came over with some beautiful Mother’s day gifts (really nice new Coach purses for my wife and I?) and then my oldest daughter came over with a spice collection for the both of us. My youngest daughter?..well we won’t go there. But anyways..today I’m coming off a high like never before. Maybe things might improve down the road.

[JustineM]

Well had a good day today. Got off early from work and off tomorrow. Have a therapist video appointment and she wants to meet Justine. Now I just have to figure out what to wear, and how I want to do my makeup, and hair....... lol. 
 

Patti and Shawna I’m glad you have each other for support. Best wishes to you both.

[KymmieL]

Shawna, I know how a long distance relationship is. It was with my wife. we were only 1000 miles apart.

I know a secret and I won't tell. I know a secret and I won't tell. I'll let Shawna let that cat out of the bag on this one.

 

Cold and rainy today. Had some thunderstorms earlier this afternoon.

 

Early tomorrow then close Wednesday. Hope for nice weather.

 

Hugs,

 

Kymmie

[Emily michelle]

I’m very happy for both Shawna and pattie Ann. I hope the long distance doesn’t last very long and you ladies can be together.

[Patti Anne]

3 hours ago, KymmieL said:

I know a secret and I won't tell. I know a secret and I won't tell. I'll let Shawna let that cat out of the bag on this one.

Why Kymmie -You're a stinker! I bet you DO know a secret! LOL!

[Mx.Drago]

?I finished my coffee and I want more coffee but it makes my tummy hurt.

[KymmieL]

1 hour ago, Patti Anne said:

Why Kymmie -You're a stinker! I bet you DO know a secret! LOL!

 

Yep I do but I'm not telling,Nah?

 

Kymmie

[Oh_Kay]

Good morning! Coffee is hot and delicious! Off to work soon. Have a nice day everyone!