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[Guest Cowboy]

OHHHHHHH yeahhhhh

my mom got one of those pink john deere shirts when we were @ tractor supply co last weekend.

my reaction: "mom john deere is not supposed to be girly-fied. its a tractor for pete's sake."

then i went and got a black, green and yellow john deere shirt. because pink just aint my color. and its definitely not meant for john deere.

mom still got the pink one. lol

[Guest Opal]

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[Guest Cowboy]

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Women.

lol.

[Guest Donna Jean]

my mom got one of those pink john deere shirts when we were @ tractor supply co last weekend.

lol

Tractor Supply!

One of my favorite places to shop in my town...so, you have one, too....

Ah...go in and enjoy the smell of the feed, the salt licks....

Look through the cowboy hats, jeans, flannel tops....

I go there to buy squeeky tennis orbs for my dog, get my drive belts and fencing!

Oh and the cool stuff at the check out counter...Saturday I saw them selling a product that was in a tube like "Chap Stick" called "Chicken Poop"....says that it keeps you from licking your lips!

Always a good day to shop there!

Huggs

Donna Jean

[Guest Cowboy]

Oh and the cool stuff at the check out counter...Saturday I saw them selling a product that was in a tube like "Chap Stick" called "Chicken Poop"....says that it keeps you from licking your lips!

Lol i seen that same stuff. My mom saw it and gives me this look like We were both like uhhhh "Chicken Poop?!??" lol

Thats one of my favorite places to shop. I get my boots from there.

[Guest Opal]

Women.

lol.

If you think its bad now, just wait until I am on 'E'

[Guest Donna Jean]

If you think its bad now, just wait until I am on 'E'

...............................OMG!....................................

Dee Jay

[Guest nelo]

Yesterday I told my mom I was seeking counseling.

But now she wants to know why.

[Guest Donna Jean]

.

Are you going to tell her?

Donna Jean

[JJ]

Dee Jay..............Oh Dee Jay...............???

Your mail box is full!

So I'll wish you a beautiful day here for now.

Love you

John

[Guest Cowboy]

If you think its bad now, just wait until I am on 'E'

Well see that can be a confusin situation.

As much as I want ya to start it, I know the effects of E all too well, and i'd rather just wait!

[Guest Donna Jean]

Dee Jay..............Oh Dee Jay...............???

Your mail box is full!

So I'll wish you a beautiful day here for now.

Love you

John

EEK!

Fixed it!

dj

[Guest nelo]

So I called my mom yesterday in a panic because the stupid counseling center didn't seem to know when the LGBT group was and I had skipped a class to go. So my mom knew I was going to a group for counselling. (BTW, I was given misinformation, the group hasn't even started yet even though I called them and asked and they said it had.) So she looked up what groups my school offered. So when I couldn't tell her, I told her to guess, and she guessed Lesbian. I told her, "exploring my gender identity."

Well, she took it well. I'm glad she understands the reason I'm still confused is because I can't simply say, "I'm a guy trapped in a female body." I... feel different... but maybe not like that. And she said she does have her coworker that has transitioned from MtF, and the friend of the family that is a masculine lesbian, so she can always get me in touch with them.

One of the most important things is now I can get some individual counseling, because since I'm on her insurance, I was going to have to tell her something eventually.

My stomach has been in knots and I've been feeling sick since yesterday, since she told me to call back, but we kept missing each other's calls until today finally.

I finally feel better. At least... a little better.

[Sally]

You should feel better - that level of support would have had me walking on my ceiling.

Your mother is more concerned about your well being than she is about appearances - good for her.

And that is even better for you, she is willing to help you find yourself and that is priceless.

Love ya,

Sally

[Guest Elizabeth K]

So I called my mom yesterday in a panic because the stupid counseling center didn't seem to know when the LGBT group was and I had skipped a class to go. So my mom knew I was going to a group for counselling. (BTW, I was given misinformation, the group hasn't even started yet even though I called them and asked and they said it had.) So she looked up what groups my school offered. So when I couldn't tell her, I told her to guess, and she guessed Lesbian. I told her, "exploring my gender identity."

Well, she took it well. I'm glad she understands the reason I'm still confused is because I can't simply say, "I'm a guy trapped in a female body." I... feel different... but maybe not like that. And she said she does have her coworker that has transitioned from MtF, and the friend of the family that is a masculine lesbian, so she can always get me in touch with them.

One of the most important things is now I can get some individual counseling, because since I'm on her insurance, I was going to have to tell her something eventually.

My stomach has been in knots and I've been feeling sick since yesterday, since she told me to call back, but we kept missing each other's calls until today finally.

I finally feel better. At least... a little better.

That is really good news. It is so hard to tell your family ANYTHING, and to explain gender dysphoria - oh my! HOW is that possible. But you have it done - or at least started. So take a deep breath and resume your life until the next crisis.

Lizzy

[JJ]

That is great news.

Having the support of your family will make so much difference for you.

And the relief of having it done and oveer with will really help your stress level too.

I'm happy for you.

JohnJ

[Guest Cowboy]

I just wanna say thanks to everyone who made my day today. Yall are great.

I'd name names, but there's too many to list. But anyway, thanks. Yall managed to get a smile out of me even though i'm in all this pain.

Oh, and at the store today, some girl and (i assume) her mom were shoppin together. and i was standin there lookin at motor oil, but the me and the girl just happened to share a glance and i overheard the girl's mom say "wow you cant keep lookin over there huh?" then i guess she saw me and said "oh yeahhh, he's kinda cute ain't he?" (i was standin back turned to their side of the isle, and they were standin with their backs turnt to my side of the isle.)

So that put me in a good mood too. lol.

[Guest jrm]

i recently found out i have an older half brother that was put up for adoption

[JJ]

i recently found out i have an older half brother that was put up for adoption

That had to be quite a shock.

How are you feeling about it?

[Guest jrm]

i dont know how i feel yeah its shocking but im not sure if i wanna go an look him or somethin

[Guest Cowboy]

I cant sleep.

I went for a drive down the dirt road and saw 3 deer, one huge buck. musta been a 12 point, and of course, didnt have the gun with me. (DOH!)

But i have a lot on my mind. ...too much. and its causin me to have a dang headache. (Dee Jay add that dang to the fee im buildin up. I have some spare change somewhere to pay ya with. lol.)

Half of it is school related. The more i think about it, the more id like to go into law enforcement. Not a cop, but a game warden. But i like the web design idea as well. So im kinda stuck. Im thinkin i really wanna go into law enforcement though. Im gonna call my enrollment advisor tomorrow to see what programs i maybe can switch to that are policing/crim. justice related.

Rest of it is life stuff. Everything from finding a job to lack of love.

*sigh*

Ok, i guess will attempt another shot at sleepin.

Night y'all.

[Guest Cowboy]

got ahold of my school. i can still change majors thankfully. And i can choose what sciences i take, so that i get the proper courses required for conservation rangers (game warden).

Just fill out a form and pick my schedule and TA DA! i get a change of major.

As far as feelin better, i do a little. Still takin it easy, and dang am i bored. ... and depressed. (long story)

...Im goin to do school work. Be back tomorrow.

[JJ]

Aw Colton-I hate to hear you're depressed! But it happens to all of us.

If you feel like telling that long story you know we'd be glad to listen-and I think the girls will probably give you lots of hugs and pampering whether you chose to talk about it or not. and from last night's post I'd guess you're tired which makes everything seem worse.

I'm glad you're feeling better-and still taking it easy. Being inactive when you're not used to it can lead you to feel down too. It'll be better soon.

And being able to change your major so easily is great. Sounds like the outdoor game warden life would realy suit you.

Take care*gives a manly pat on the back*

John

[Guest Cowboy]

Ah well i have worrying news.

Most of yall know that im located down here in southeast ga. more on the coastal side of things.

Well, its hurricane season here, and we have a hurricane.

A BIG hurricane. Category 4. and well developed. the forecast track has it headin for the carolinas, but they say its wobblin some kinda bad, and it could "tilt" off track, and head straight for us. nonetheless, wherever this thing goes we are gonna feel it in some way because of its size.

Ive seen the damage the tail end of a tropical storm can do to this area. but a cat. 4 storm? thats a whole nother ball game.

Heres a local news article about "Earl" and the other storms brewin in the atlantic. the article has a picture of the forecast track and size/location of the storm.

for reference, im bout 50 miles north of jacksonville. give or take a few.

Anyway y'all please keep the east coast in your thoughts and prayers. there is still gonna be damage done no matter where and how hard it hits.

[Carolyn Marie]

Are you going to stay put, Colton, or head to higher ground? If you riding it out, you got your water, food and batteries?

Carolyn Marie